girls

it’s been a nice week…life has been good lately. work has been going well…did I tell you there are several hot girls at my work. oh my god bro, this new town is almost better than “T” for females. anyway, there are at least 6-7 girls I’d love to get with. I’ve ‘gotten’ with 2 so far – but they’re not on the list of the 6-7 girls I want to get with. what can you do??? oh well…so I ‘got some’ this week so that was good. it’s about time…daddy needs lovin’ too you know…

there’s this one, her name is “N” and I thought I wasn’t ever gonna see her again cause it had been weeks since I last saw her. I saw her this week…nice eh? I gave her my number and haven’t heard form her yet but I definitely picked up on a ‘vibe’ when we first started talking…then hadn’t seen each other around work for weeks, but she seemed almost as happy as I to have run into each other this week. anyway…I’m still waiting for the phone to ring…it will…fingers crossed…!!

I’ve been smoking a lot of pot (again) lately. i’ve been getting high before work, at lunch, and after work…so pretty much all day all the time. now that I think about this, I’ve been doing this for about 2 years now…maybe it just seems like it’s been a lot lately…haven’t been doing coke so that’s a good thing. but then again, I haven’t been doing coke because I haven’t been in “T” lately. next trip to “T” is nov 24 and possibly nov 25. I should be broke by then so hopefully I have no money to burn. ultimately as always the choice is mine. I am in control I guess…unless my choices are impaired or influenced by my addiction.??...

now playing: ‘you know what you are?’ by NIN (from “with teeth”)