long time, no blog.

...tx for coming back and checkin' in…everything is awesome…sort of…well…no. everything is awesome. things are going very well in my new place/town/life, etc…I've been saying this a lot lately: “I'm turning over many new leaves”…to put it in context, it's just little things like keeping positive and spreading positive vibes…even if I hate stuff anyway. meaning, my day job suck ass but at least I get paid a decent wage for it…not decent really but it's like $10/hour for not really having to do too much. so, it sux but I focus on the positive stuff (like having a job, getting paid, having responsibility, just basically doing my thing in a much, much more productive and better way. that may sound obvious to some people - like that's what I should be doing anyway…but if you're reading this, you're probably like me and always tend to focus and bitch about all bull shit/negative stuff in one's life. I'm trying to focus on the positive and have a big change in my attitude towards LIFE…and I think it's working.

hey check this out this is fuckin' wicked.

http://www.itnewsonline.com/showstory.php?storyid=1496&scatid=3&contid=3

I have a second or third generation 20 gig ipod. it was way cool when I bought it a couple of years ago, but this new one is way hot. they come in black too! if I be good for a long while I think I'm gonna try to get me one of those.

my son is staying with me at my new place this weekend. he's been here before but has never stayed the night until tonight. he's sleeping now. he's my favourite. my favourite anything. he's just the best. he's beautiful…a very, very, very sweet person. I'm going to go to bed now…he and I are going to the pumpkin patch tomorrow morning!